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Update on our Family  / Angela Allen (Wife)

Hello Honey,

I know it has been awhile since I've left you a tribute, things have been so messed up around here; I wish I was there with You and our Son, along with all of our other family members that made it..how wonderful it must be to sit in the presence of our lord and savior...I'm torn between Heaven and Earth, I don't want to leave our daughters and our knew Grandson, nathaniel even though there are times that I don't think or feel like they need me anymore, nor do I feel like they want me around, They have grown up...it would be so much easier to handle them not wanting me...if you both were still here...cause then we could do things together now I have know one to sit and talk with nor just lay and watch a favorite tv. show,

Keith, I love you and miss you so much, I don't like being alone, but yet that is the hand that life dealt for me...If only I could just hold you in my arms, to kiss you, and laugh with you, just plain cuddle with you..I can't physicallybut, I try so very much spritually to hold you and love you with my heart and soul...

I pray that God doesn't let you see the bad things that's been going on with Summer and Jenelle...I keep praying for things to get better between the both of them as well as with me..I don't understand them; you would think that they would have learnt to be nicer to each other and to people in general, they have lost a Sibling ; Father; and Grandparents..sometimes I wonder what is it going to take? but I won't pray that...I have gotten to pray that God wills be done...and I have got to let God turn them around not me...I love you sweety, and that will never stop. Could you at least put in a helpful word to our heavenly Father, I sure could use some help down here..

Lots of Love I'm sending to you along with lots of Hugs & Kisses...XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOX

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Heyy Daddy  / Jenelle Allen (Daddy's baby girl )

heyy daddy,

I just thought I would write you because I havent for a long time.Daddy your baby girl is growing up,I'll be 18 in 23days. but I don't want my birthday to come around because your not here to see me finally turn 18..Daddy it is really hard on me right now and its like nobody cares.I feel like all they are worried about is summer and baby nathaniel.Daddy I just wish I was with you.whyy does God put me thru so much?Daddy you ment everything to me and you still do.I don't know how much more I can take..Daddy I just don't want to live anymore..I have so much pain inside but no-one cares about what I have to say so I keep it to myself.... but heyy dad..I do got some good news..your baby girl finally got with a man that loves me for who I am.I don't really get to see him but only because he is at a summer job..and daddy guess what else..he said that he got me a ring for my b-day.. but I think he is just saying that..but Daddy I have to go to bed now.I have to get up and chase lil Randy all over the place..I don't know whyy I can't help with baby Nathaniel..Sis kinda hurts my feelings but I just hide that to..Its all good though..welp daddy I love you to death and if I could have then I would have taking your place just so you could see your grandson..daddy I wish I could have saved you..What did I do wrong?

Daddy I can't take this anymore..just tell god to bring me home with you..Im falling apart daddy,I really am..

I love you so much..and I miss you to death..

Love Always,,your baby girl Jenelle

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Happy Father's Day Dad ( Loved And Missed)  / Summer Allen (Daugther)

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. YOU ARE GOING TO BE A GRANDPA HERE REAL SOON. BUT YOU ALREADY ARE AN GRANDPA NOT BLOOD BUT THAT WOULD NOT MATTER TO YOU. YOU, BUBBY AND PAPAW DALE WOULD HAVE HIM SO ROTTEN. BUT YOU WILL HAVE A BLOOD GRNADSON IN A WEEK OR 2 THEY HAD TO STOP MY LABOR AGAIN AND THEY GAVE ME 2 SHOTS OF STERIODS TO HELP MAKE HIS LUNGS STRONGER. IT IS STILL SO HARD WITHOUT YOU HERE BUT I AM TAKING IT DAY BY DAY. I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY AND THAT I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Valetntines Day isnt so Happy anymore...  / Jenelle Allen (Daughter)

Hey daddy;

I wanted to wish you a Happy Valentines Day but even though it's happy for you.. its not so happy for me..

It's not far that I dont have a dad anymore.. but I guess thats just life...and it sucks...

Hey daddy.. I'll be 18 in 170days..

i miss your jokes.. when you would say you might not make it to your 18th B-Day.lol you always made me laugh..and you was always there for me when I needed you..

People might say that they have the greatest dad in the world but they dont I DO.. yes daddy even though your gone I still will always say I have the best dad in the world.. because with me you will always live on..as long as I live you will to.. because daddy I act just like you..Isnt that great.lol

I keep your jokes going on..even though its kinda hard because sometimes I cant remember how they go.lol but then again its me we are talking about.lol. I know daddy.. I should be a blonde...haha

but daddy I'm sick right now so if you,bubby,papaw,and god could help me get over this then that would help me out alot.

Summer,Ernest and baby Randy moved back in here..

Its kinda hard because sis is going to have a baby and she is kinda being mean to me..and sometimes I deserve it but for the most part I dont think I do anything to her and she still is a butt to me...but they are trying and everything. haha daddy they even bought me a C.D. player for my car and Ernest put it in and didnt even mess my car up.lol after all he cant check oil.lol

well daddy I just wanted to tell you that it is really hard he without you and I really dont know how much more your baby gurl can take.. so please help me out down here.. oh and help mommy also because I dont think she is doing to well..and God knows I cant loss other parent...

welp here is another kiss from your baby girl...

I hope you get it since your so far up in the sky..

witch i hope you do because my kisses mean the world to you remember.haha Just Kidding but that was a good one.lol

but i know you loved my kisses..

but I dont know how much your going to like that one because my heart is broken.

I LOVE YOU DADDY...

AND ILL NEVER FORGET YOU..

YOUR THE BEST..

HAPPY V-DAY

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT
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A MOMENT WITH YOU AT CHRISTMAS TIME....  / Angela Allen (WIFE)
Keith, I want you to know I held you and your Son in my heart and soul all day, I went to the graveside today and spent time with you both, we watch home movie's of past christmas time's together and other home movie's it was good to hear you laugh and just to hear your voice.... that is what I miss the most is our talks and our laughs
we were such a happy family, and you can see from the home video's that you loved and were so proud of your Family.... exspecially your children nothing else except God came 1ST. know that I will work hard to keep your's and Your Son's memory alive...
as long as I live you too live... I hope you were close today continue to send down your signs from heaven, and come hold my hand again that was very nice...I love you and Miss you so Much.....
Forever and Always:
your Wife, Angela

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STAY CLOSE RONALD  / JENNY TAVENDALE MUM TO ROSS

 Stay Close  Ronald to your
precious family at this
sad time be sure to send
some special 'Angel Kisses'
to your precious family

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Thinking of u & ur family at this sad time  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom (Connected by angels )
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1 Year Today!!!  / Summer Allen (Daugther)
  It has been a year today daddy,and it's not getting any easyer. I love and miss you so so much, it is going to be hard this year for christmas because it is the first christmas without you guys.  I can't wait to see you guys up in heaven, when it is my turn to come home to you guys. You are going to be a grandpaw and you will not even get to see him or her. And I have to go throw it without you and that hurts really really bad. And  I am afriad that we are going to lose mommy next because she is not doing good. Her body is shutting down because she miss you guys really really bad. I just miss you so much dad I don't even now what to do without you. I put on a act so I don't hurt no one else but I am tor up inside because I don't know how to go on. But I have to know because I am a mommy now, I am haveing one of m own and I have a step-son. And when I get married next year it is even going to be harder bcause you will not be here to walk me down te isle. Or even see me get married,bubby or papaw will not even be here because they are up there with you. Will you tell them that I said hi and that I love and miss them. And agian I love and miss you so so much daddy I will never forget about you I love you with all my heart. 
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For Ronald On His Angelversary  / Denise Kneale (connected by angels )

Remembering you Ronald on your 1st Angelversary.
Please stay close to your precious family, leaving them little signs, so they may feel the love and peace you do.
Love and Blessings Denise mum to James. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx

 I also had 2 dreams of my son being in a car crash and could do nothing about it.  
3 months later, the dream came true. 
You must let that go, as like me, it's not your fault and feeling guilty can eat away at your soul. xxx
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING DADDY  / Jenelle Allen (Daughter)
Hey Daddy I hope you are having a happy thanksgiving.
I know I'm not;
it's hard living life without you.. 
I just wish I would have ran outside and gave you a hug and a kiss before you left.because now I feel really bad because I didnt...
but; I dont know what I'm going to do I miss you so much
Daddy just please help me get through this..
I love you daddy...
I really do.  Tell bubby i said hello, and my papaw too..XOXOXO Close

missing you so much;  / Jenelle Allen (Daughter)
hey daddy i just wanted to let you know that this great guy called me the other day;
he is really nice, sweet, funny, and he even opens doors for people;
we talked for 11 hours that night; yeah daddy 11 hours;
and then he called me the next day and we talked for 8 hours;
then 4 hours the next day; and then i stayed uo untill 4 in the mornig talking to him on yahoo;
and i was so happy because i thought i had finally found me a good guy to love me for who i was instead of what i looked liked;
he saw my picutres on myspace and he told his step dad that he could see himslef spending the rest of his life with me;
because i was nice,sweet,funny,and beautiful;
daddy i was so happy; last night mommy had a dream about us and you was still alive;
she said that we had got married; and i told her that it was to good to be true;
and guess what daddy i was right because he called me today and told me that he just wanted to be friends;
daddy just tell me what i did wrong; i really like this guy;
and for once i dont care what he looks like; you would be so proud of me;
but i guess i just mess everything up; like always;
now i just want to cry;
i just wish that he would just understand how i feel about him;
daddy i think your baby girl is in love and your not here to see how happy i was;
now i know that all boys are the same;
they just want a good looking girl and thats it;
i just wish you was here; nothing is the same here; i cant believe its almost been a year without you;
but i think im going to go lay down and cry myself to sleep;
i cant believe i let myself believe that a guy really liked me;
but daddy i love and miss you so much; so im sending you one last kiss from your babygurlI LOVE YOU DADDY; Close

cryed:( / Jenelle Allen (Daughter)

hey daddy;
i went camping with katie,cathy,matt,and dustin..
it was fun the first day but then i remember how we used to got camping. it was hard not having you there. i went back in the woods and i started to cry. i was thinking of you. its not fear. i see all these kids with there dad and i wonder why god had to take you anyway from me. me and katie got into a fight because i was missing you. she doesnt understand. she still has her dad to go do everything with. and just because i cryed she got made and started saying that i need to have fun and just forget about you. its fine with her because she still has her dad. im not allowed to miss you around her or she will bit my head off.(jenelle you need to stop thinking of your dad and just think of the good times you spent with him.) i tired of everything i just wish you were hear. people just dont understand how hard it is to only be 17 and not have a dad. yeah i know there is kids out there that doesnt have a dad or maybe even never had one. but we was just so close and now i have noone to talk to. daddy why did it have to turn out this way? yeah i know you dont have anymore pain but i do, and its all the time...mom came to get me today at longs retreat because katie wanted me to do everything she wanted to do. and because of that i feel into the lake and got all nasty.she didnt even see if i was alright, she just started laughing. and she didnt even care that i came home today. im loosing all my friends..
but daddy i do have some good news to tell you and you would be so proud of your baby girl... im going back to school to become something of myself.. and im going to go to buckeye hills.. doesnt that make you proud.. and im doing it for you and mommy i know how much you guys wanted to see one of your kids walk across the stage. and im going to do it for you guys. i try to make mommy and sis proud of me but its really hard to do. its only me and mom in the house now and everythings on me... its really hard trying to take care of mommy and keep the house clean and take the dogs out and take care of myself. i just got to where i dont care about myself and i just help mommy. i cant really do anything but help other people. i dont eat anymore. and im loosing wieght. so thats good. i didnt get to go on my trip for my poems either. but i keep writing them because i know i end up getting there. i just have to give it some time. just like your would tell me  daddy i really do miss you. i feel like if i was with you then you would still be here. and its kind of harder on me because i knew something was going to happen im the one who had the dream not anyone else. im the one that no one listens to and because of that i dont have a daddy anymore. im just giving up on life. noone really cares anyway. i just feel sick all the time. i hurt all the time and everything else. daddy why did you have to leave me? i didnt want you to. you always said (if i die noone would ever miss me) well daddy you was wrong way way wrong because i know i do. i miss you alot. and i mean alot. i cant go on living without you its just not fear. im always depressed and i try to hide it but im going to break down and not even know it. daddy i think i need help. i dont want to leave mommy or sis hear but i cant take it anymore. i just giving up. its not fun hurting i hate it thats why i need to come live with you.or something because its to much on me. and god just keeps putting stuff on me like i can handle it or something. well i cant daddy, i just cant.everyone tells me that i need to get out and have fun. well i did and all i did was want to cry. i just tought of you and how unfair it is. well daddy its 2:10 am and im tired so im going to go to bed.. I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU. AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..

LOVE YOUR BABY GIRL,
JENELLE MARIE ALLEN
P.S. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THAT NAME IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME...and now for one last kiss form your little one I LOVE YOU;

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missing you  / Nancy Waters (aunt)
Hello there, wish you guys was here miss all the jokes that you and jonathan made.Tell everyone I said hello. love ya Close

Losing the Battle  / Angela Allen (WIFE)
My Beloved Keith, 
    I'm sure you are not pleased with what's been going on down here & I'm sorry I'm doing my best our oldest daughter is with someone who I feel she is only with for the Baby, yes I love that little guy so much but I don't want my duaghter to live a lifetime unhappy I know she loves him but; he is her very frist love, and I wonder if she thinks there is no one else for her out there? I don't have anything personally against him except I wish he would want her to be more respectful of me like he is with his Mother, she has changed days go by and I don't see her, but she'll go to his Families everyday as you know I've been laid up and she acts like she don't care, and our youngest girl still fights with me from time to time and that hurts me, but we made some progress tonight she actually gave me a hug & told me she does love me! that made me feel  better, keith, I love our girls more than life it's self and I feel like I'm losing our oldest one Please tell God to watch over her for me because I'm not going to force our relationship any more I love her so much But as you know you can't make some-one love you back. and I'm hurting really bad because I do want a close relationship with my Daughters. God willing I'll be here when she decides she needs me, I just pray she remembers God and eventually will turn back to serving him.  God knows I miss you so much & I need you now more than ever Please my love come visit with me and bring our Son along I love you guys so much we'll I gotta go for now my love know that you are ALWAYS in my heart & soul.

                                                         LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!
                                                             Your wife; Angela

PSS; I do think God because Our Girls aren't that Bad, It could always be worse, so I'll pray to God it doesn't  Love Ya Close

Another day with you;  / Jenelle Allen (Daughter)
it's not fair; I have to go another day without my Daddy; it's really hard; I want to cry all the time; but I guess it's time to be a big girl now; and big girls dont cry;and I have to be strong for everyone around me; people look at me and say thats the kid who lost her Dad, Brother, and Grandpaw; but look at her she is doing really good and she is being strong for her family; well Daddy that's hard; harder then anyone thinks; Daddy I know I wasn't the best kid in the world and now I regret that; I'm truely sorry; I wish I could have been the best Daughter ever; but I guess I'm far from that; well thats how Mom makes me feel;she makes me feel like I'm the worst kid ever; no matter how much I do for her; it's like its not good enough;
Daddy I think I need help because all I can think about is coming up there to be with you again; yeah I got three tattoos on my b-day just to make myself cry; because the greatest Daddy in the world wasn't here; I dont know how much more I can take; Daddy you was my Hero; my everything; and now I have nothing;I'm sorry for everything that I have did to hurt you it's my fault your gone; if I had went with you that day; maybe I could have done something;I know I could have change something but no-one ever listen's to me;because I'm the youngest and I dont matter or anything like that;Daddy I'm going crazy and I dont know how to stop it;I wish it was me instead of Bubby then maybe my Mom wouldn't be sad anymore; she'd be happy; and everything would be all right in her little world of wanting to come live with Bubby
it's not fair Daddy; it's like Me and Sis doesnt even matter; I'm sorry I didn't give you a kiss before you left that day; so here is one last kiss from your Baby GirlI love you Daddy; remember that; Close

Missing You;  / Jenelle Allen (Daughter)
Daddy I wish you were hear with me;
Hear to see me grow up;
you missed my 17th B-Day;
and before that me getting my license;
Daddy I hurt really bad anymore;
just to not have you hear with me;
I dont know why you had to leave me like that;you ment everything to me and now I'm lost; I dont know what to do; its like I died with you that day; Daddy take care of my Mom because she is in really bad shape;
and I can't get close to her because if I do then she is gone also; and I can't let that happen because she is all I have; my Big Sister moved out and now I feel like she doesn't even care about me; it's not fair Daddy I love you and I have to go through life without you and it's killing me; and thats not a joke; I really don't know what I can do without you; I will always remember you; I love and always will love you; and I miss and always will miss you;
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I WISH YOU WERE HERE DADDY I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.  / Summer Allen (Daughter)
  I THANK I AM MAKING A MISTAKE DADDY. AS YOU KNOW ERNEST AND I ARE SUPPOSE TO GET MARRIED. BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BUT WE JUST BEEN FIGHTING ALL THE TIME, BECAUSE HE WILL NOT HELP OUT WITH YOUR GRANDSON THAT YOU HAVE NOT SEEN BECAUSE SOME STUPID PERSON KILLED YOU AND BUBBY. BUT HE IS GETTING BIG HE IS 7 MONTHS OLD NOW AND HE IS CRAWLING  EVERYWERE. JUST LIKE TODAY HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME. I REALLY DO LOVE HIM DAD. IF YOU AND BUBBY  AND PAPAW WAS HERE HE WOULD NOT BE DOING THIS TO ME. BECAUSE YOU GUYS WOULD NOT LET HIM DO IT TO ME. HE GETS MAD BECAUSE I ASK HIM TO GET UP AND HELP WITH THE BABY.I REALLY DO MISS YOU GUYS ALOT AND I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH I JUST HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW THAT. YOUR GRANDSON NAME IS RANDY DERM HURT HE WAS BORN JAN. 8, 2007. I AM SENDING YOU GUYS ONE LAST KISS Close

Keeping you updated!  / Angela Allen (WIFE)

Keith;
      Our Daughter is engaged as I'm sure you already know it's Jonathan's friend Earnest & he has a Son, so that will make Summer A Step-Mother, Darling thats make you a Grandpa! I just wish you were here to be able to enjoy your grandchildren that your girls will have, Our oldest is trying to have one of her own so help God pick out a good one ok, I hope it Jokes around Just like You & your Son always did, Honey Our Daughter moving out on me, Please watch over her, & keep her safe. Things is happening a little to quick & to Fast the house is very empty, but all I want to do is rest so I do. & Dream of You & your Son....
I Love you so much & Miss having you here for support we always would talk and we were so good together, I still feel you in my soul
The biggest prayer is that you can still feel me.. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER!!! here is a picture of your Daughter & her new family.
 

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